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As You Always Were
A very silly fic based on a convo I had with @gabessquishytum about Dream being an idiot but in a gender affirming way lol
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Hob felt like a teenager in a lifetime movie, but he was choosing to lean into it.
Gripping the bathroom sink with both hands, he stared himself down in the mirror. āYou can do this,ā he said to his reflection, āYou deserve to live your truth. You love yourself. Even if things donāt go the way you want, youāll survive it. Youāre sexy and you know it.ā
Nodding to himself, he turned away from the mirror and began pacing his flat, looking for anything left to clean or organize.
He was going to come out to his boyfriend today.
It had been two months since he and Dream became official. They had known each other in some capacity for much longer. They shared a lot of mutual friends, but for a long time Dream didnāt tend to join large group get-togethers, so Hob only saw him occasionally. Then this past semester they had both ended up in a class together for the first time. Despite studying vastly different subjects, this particular course was required and both had managed to miss it when they were underclassmen. And now, as they entered their final year of university, they both needed to complete it in order to graduate. Drawn to any remotely familiar face, they had sat together, and then started talking more, and then slowly fallen for each other.
The past months had been amazing, full of sweet dates and kisses and hand holding and Dream being nothing but understanding when Hob hesitated to go any farther. But Hob wanted to go farther, had been burning out of his skin with the need to touch every part of Dream and be touched in return.
He justā¦ needed to let Dream know what to expect when he took his clothes off.
Stalking through the living room, he moved the books on his coffee table this way and that, as if it would make any sort of difference. Itās not like it was the first time Hob had let someone know he was a trans man. Heās had plenty of experience sharing that part of his life, with family, and friends, and hookups. Itās gone good, and bad, and all the levels in between.
So why was he so nervous about telling Dream?
He was being ridiculous. Itās not like he was worried about Dream hurting him or anythingā¦
Groaning, he put his head in his hands and allowed himself to turn and flop face-down onto the couch. What a world he lived in, where he consciously felt grateful to not worry about being murdered. Sometimes he hated everything.Ā
With a sigh, he pushed himself up, shaking his head and aggressively re-fluffing the pillows he had flattened with his brief pessimism. He wasnāt going to think about the world right now. This was just about him and Dream and their relationship. And, optimism aside- even just being logical and realistic in a way he so rarely was- he didnāt think things would go badly, per say. Dream was gay, and had always been an open supporter and ally for the trans community. Worst case scenario, even if Dream decided he didnāt want to date someone with Hobās body, he was certain they could remain friends.
Turning on his heel, Hob speed walked to the kitchen and began wiping down the counters for the third time.
Could they stay friends? He wanted to say yes, to say they could move on from this little bump in the road, but the truth was, even after such a short amount of time, if they broke up Hob would be heartbroken. He had fallen hard for Dreamā¦ could he really go back to being friends with him after knowing what it was like to kiss him and hold him? What if it was too much, hurt too badly to take that step back, and then he lost not only his boyfriend, but his best friend? And their lives were so entwined, they shared much of the same friend group, would he lose them, too? Choosing Dream over him because Hob was clearly the one being ridiculous and overemotional?Ā
Catastrophizing, a voice that sounded suspiciously like his therapist rang in his head.
He nearly jumps out of his skin at the tentative knock on his door, glancing at the clock to see that, yes, he has spent the entire morning worrying and fussing and it is in fact the time he asked Dream to come over.Ā
Hob honest to God straightens his shirt. As though that will help.
What does help is opening the door and seeing the subtle way Dream brightens. No matter how stoic he tries to be, Dream has always been terrible at hiding how very fond he is of Hob, something Hob is eternally grateful for. Itās nice to have the reassurance. Especially now.
āHello Hob,ā he smiles, giving him a quick peck as Hob gestures for him to enter. He takes two steps inside before halting, raising an eyebrow as he glances around Hobās impeccable flat. Heās been here before, he knows this isnāt the usual state of things. āIt seems you were productive today.ā
Hob laughed nervously, which only made Dream turn his gaze to look at him curiously, āAh, yeah, you know, the motivation just sort of hit, haha.ā
Dream frowned slightly, āAre you alright?ā
Nodding rapidly, Hob starts herding Dream into the living room, āYeah, absolutely, I just-ā Dream allows him to gently push him to sit on the couch, āI mean, I am fine, thereās just something I wanted to talk to you about,ā he paces in front of Dream for a moment as his boyfriendās head moves to follow him silently, āAnd itās nothing bad. Or, or at least I donāt think it is. It justā¦ it just is, yāknow?āĀ
He turns back to look at Dream and finds him staring, blinking slowly in carefully reigned in confusion, āNo. I donāt know. Whatās going on?ā
Hob released a shuddering breath, dropping down to sit a respectable distance away from Dream on the couch. āOkay, Iā¦ā Hob wrung his hands together, āI had a whole speech planned, but I didnāt write it down and now I canāt remember any of my talking points, so Iā¦ Iām just gonna say it.ā
Dream nodded, brow furrowed in concern as Hob closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
āIām transgender.ā
Even just saying the words made his chest feel lighter. It was out in the open now. Whatever happened, happened.Ā
And what happened was Dream reaching out to gently cover his tense hands with one of his own.
āThank you for telling me.ā
Opening his eyes, Hob looked over, and his breath caught in his chest at the soft smile Dream was giving him, the one he only showed Hob, āI know that must have been hard,ā Dream continued, running his thumb over Hobās knuckles, āthank you for trusting me with that.ā
āSo,ā Hobās voice was breathless, a smile slowly creeping onto his face, āSo youāre okay with it?ā
āOf course!ā Dream took both of Hobās hands into his, eyes wide and anxious in a way Hob had come to recognize meant he was afraid of being misunderstood, āOf course Iām okay with it! Iām sorry if I ever made you think I wouldnāt be. I l-...ā He swallowed thickly, āI care about you so much, Hob. This doesnāt change that at all.ā
Hob couldnāt help the warmth that spread through him at the cut off confession. Dream had warned him of his struggles with love, especially with āfalling too fastā. Despite Hob reassuring him that Hob also had a history of falling far faster than some would deem reasonable, Dream still tiptoed around it, always wary of scaring Hob off. So it meant something that he had come so close to slipping.
āI care about you, too,ā Hob leaned forward to press his forehead against Dreamās shoulder, letting out a relieved laugh, āGod, I was so nervous!ā
Dream pet his hair, āUnderstandable. I know itās a big deal. But I promise you have nothing to worry about.ā
For a few minutes they stay pressed together, Dream a comforting presence as Hob let the adrenaline bleed from him. When he finally pulled back, they smiled at each other. Before he had a chance to lean in to kiss him, Dream spoke again.
āSo,ā he tilted his head questioningly, āshould I use she/her pronouns from now on?ā
Hob could feel the record scratch in his brain.Ā
He opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. Shook his head, āWhat?ā
Dream frowned, āI just meant in private. I wouldnāt change pronouns in public if youāre not ready for that. Iād never want to out you. Although Iād be more than happy to support you whenever you want to begin social transitioning.ā
āTransitioning?ā Hob was still waiting for his brain to restart. He felt like he was in the twilight zone. Dream was smart, Dream was studying astrophysics, there was simply no way-
āIām sorry,ā Dream bit his lip nervously, āI donāt mean to make assumptions. I just want to make sure that when weāre together I refer to you as you want. Would you prefer they/them? She/they?ā
āWhat? No. What??ā Hob shook his head rapidly as he realized that no, this wasnāt a dream, this was actually happening, āNo, Dream, itās the other way around!ā
ā...They/she?ā
āNo!ā And even as he yelled the word, Hobās face split into a grin and he burst out laughing. Dream blinked in confusion, looking like he didnāt know whether to be offended or not, and it only made Hob laugh harder.
āDream, babe, sweetheart,ā Hob gasped for breath, trying to pull himself together and failing, āIām a trans man! Iāve already transitioned, thatās what I was trying to tell you!ā
For a moment Dream just stared, blinking slowly like a cat. Like a particularly dumb orange cat.
ā... He/him, then?ā
All Hob could do was keep laughing.Ā
Slowly, Dream began to giggle too, which only made Hob laugh harder, which made Dream laugh, and the vicious cycle continued until they were both doubled over with tears on their faces.
āYou are the smartest person I know, how are you such a himbo?ā Hob exclaimed.
āShut up!ā Dream shoved him playfully, āI was being supportive!ā
Hob couldnāt resist. He threw himself forward, tackling Dream back onto the couch, allowing himself to lay on top of him as he kissed him clumsily, barely suppressing his grin enough to press their lips together, āGod, I love you so much.ā
A laugh caught in Dreamās throat, his eyes widening. Hob doesnāt want to pressure him, so he smiles, leaning in to rub their noses together, coaxing a soft giggle from him. He just wants to make him comfortable in the wake of a confession that he knows is a lot for Dream, heās not expecting anything back right now.
He thinks maybe itās that sentiment that allows Dream to look up at him and reply, āI love you, too.ā
āYeah?ā Hob grinned, leaning back so he is sitting up and stradling Dreamās hips, āEven though- and I canāt believe I have to say this outloud but now I have to make absolutely sure you understand- I have a cunt?ā
Dream sputtered, face flushing at Hobās bluntness. And yet, even as he pouts, he nods, āYes. I love you, however you are.ā
āYou would love me if I was a worm?ā Hob teased.
Dream nodded solemnly, replying completely seriously, āI would love you if you were a worm.ā
Hobās grin softened, and he leaned down to kiss Dream again.
And then, feeling bold and brave and loved, he grinned mischievously.
āI hope you know Iāll be telling this story at our wedding.ā
(Years later, Hob will end the story by telling their guests about how Dream smacked him in the face with a pillow.)
#the sandman#dreamling#my writing#trans Hob#Dream is a little confused but he got the spirit#I considered waiting longer to post this since CHBB stuff literally JUST happened#but I'm impatient lol
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This basically ended up being a second attempt at what I was sort of going for with the first one and I'm much more proud of this lol... Wanted her to be more unicorn-like...
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#planned to post these together with some Ken stuff but I'm too impatient and slow at drawing to wait that long lol#barbie#barbie 2023#ken#barbie ken#ken carson#ryan gosling#artists on tumblr#illustration#sketch#art#digital art#ducky draws
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Gave my pfp a bit of a glow up!!
Neat to see the one year improvement
#my art#i'm too impatient to wait for the exact day but this is pretty much exactly a year since my first post#i had just read nona the ninth and i had so many fanart ideas#i was also at my parent's house for the holiday staying in their freezing cold basement guest room#so i was down there drawing at like 3 am next to a space heater#anyways this year i'm back in the same exact situation so the vibes inspired me#unfortunately i didn't think ahead enough to bring ntn with me (i do have htn tho lol) otherwise i would absolutely reread it rn#like it's silly what it's come to represent for me but i love these nona drawings so much#the locked tomb#nona the ninth
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read my webcomic about weird monsters that love other weird monsters!
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#i drew this#kidd commander#a softer world#i'll probably tack this onto the next batch but i'm impatient lol
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#I was surprised not to see anyone mention this moment#bc I immediately read it as dan joking about getting sex out of the way before work#like the way he looks at phil like that after saying it...#looking for his reaction#now that I'm watching it again it definitely could just be a funny impression of phil impatiently waiting for the miracle of birth#but it's exactly like bye have fun at work sweetie#ugh. we get it#dan and phil#phan#dnp#dapg#dan and phil games#daniel howell#amazingphil#dip and pip#dress to impress in real life#almost all of these clothes were so trash it was actually upsetting lol
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hello there sorry for the reblog spam its just that your art is in my brain ty for being so cool and inspiring <3
Hi thank you that's very sweet! No need to apologize for the reblog spam thing I don't mind lmao. Have this 2am warmup comic as thanks lol
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nobody tell him there's actually been a total of 21 moon landings (manned and unmanned) he would have an aneurysm
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āThis has both our names on itā: Viewing Fleet and Claraās relationship in Victoriocity through a queerplatonic lens
TL;DR: By Season 3 of Victoriocity, Fleet and Clara have developed a committed emotional partnership that certainly moves beyond the purely professional. Whilst very much operating as a duo, they can be interpreted as often rejecting or subverting romance-coded elements in their relationship, instead embracing a unique dynamic that can be read as resonating with the concept of a queerplatonic relationship (QPR).
Buckle up because this is over 2,500 words long! If you'd rather read it as a document, you can access it here: Fleet & Clara QPR Google Doc
Disclaimer: I'm not making any claims about creator intent, nor about how anyone else ought to interpret Fleet and Clara's dynamic. It's also worth acknowledging that queerplatonic relationships are inherently defined by the people in them and any attempt to apply such terminology to a story set in 1887 is obviously anachronistic (although whether that should matter when said story also contains a cyborg Queen Victoria is up for debate).Ā
With that said, if we define a QPR as a committed personal partnership which is not entirely captured by the typical expectations of either friendship or romance but may contain some elements typically associated with either (other definitions of QPRs are available), I enjoy viewing Fleet and Clara's relationship through a QPR lens, and I want to talk about some of the reasons why I think this reading works.
***Spoilers for all three seasons of Victoriocity and the novel High Vaultage***
Detective duos
Even before we actually get into Fleet and Clara's particular bond, detective / crime-solving duos as a general concept have QPR energy to me (which probably predisposed me to this interpretation). It's the Holmes-and-Watson legacy. It's the use of the word 'partner' in a non-romantic context (āassociateā or ācompanionā can also serve a similar purpose). It's the intense trust and reliance on each other. It's the sense of being a recognisable pair, always appearing together, known as a duo, with skills and attributes that complement each other.Ā
Romantic assumptions
Moving on to Fleet and Clara specifically, one aspect of their relationship that can be read through a QPR lens is how they are often in situations where other people believe or imply that there is a romantic relationship between them. Sometimes this is a deliberate strategy of theirs, and sometimes itās imposed upon them by others. But Iād argue that thereās never a point where they both simultaneously seem entirely comfortable with that romantic narrative for their relationship. Usually one of them will actively deny the assumption or react negatively to the implication:
When Mrs Hampshire interprets Clara and Fleet as a couple experiencing āyoung loveā, Clara might be happy to adopt this as an effective cover story, but Fleet seems unsettled and keen for them not to be perceived this way: āNo. No. Youāve misunderstood, we are not, that is to say I amā¦ā (S1E2)
When Warden Hughes assumes Fleet is the new Warden and Clara is the new Wardenās wife, Clara says āI am certainly notā, with emphasis on the ācertainlyā. (S2E2)
Fleet definitely doesnāt sound enthused when he realises Clara has gone for a married couple as their cover story at the Grand Salcombe: āI am sure Iāll regret asking, but by any chance am I [Mr. Theasby?]ā (S2E2)
When Titus Byrne tells the pair āI take it you're happy sharing [a room]ā, Clara responds with a horrified āWhat?ā (S3E4) (Obviously sleeping in the same room isnāt inherently romantic, but it is often perceived that way.)
Of course, fake dating and external assumptions of romance are very common tropes in romantic will-they-won't-they dynamics, and these moments could definitely be interpreted that way for Fleet and Clara. But I prefer to read these instances as reflecting a different kind of closeness between these two characters. They have a sense of emotional partnership that allows a marriage cover story to seem plausible to others and that other people sometimes automatically assume to be romantic (obviously with some period-typical heteronormativity at play). But to me, it doesn't seem like either of them are fully comfortable with their relationship being perceived in a directly romantic way. Perhaps they are a couple in a different senseā¦
Proposal via door plateĀ
The way that Fleet asks Clara to be his business partner has always seemed to me like a platonic version of when people find personal ways to surprise their romantic partner with a proposal:
CLARA: You bought me a door plate for your office? [...] This has both our names on it. FLEET: What do you think? CLARA: I like it. (S2E7)
Fleet could have just asked Clara outright, without going to the trouble of buying a sign that would have been useless if sheād said no. If it was purely a professional business proposition with no emotional meaning behind it, I think he would have just asked verbally. But instead, he gifts her a sign with their two names paired together: Fleet-Entwhistle Investigations. There's something so intimate about that to me: about Fleet asking Clara whether she would like to be a duo with him in a more formally-defined but still non-romantic way; about him choosing to present this offer in the form of a gift; about the way he presents her with their two names joined together etched into metal and asks what she thinks; about the significance that this gesture attaches to their partnership; about him having enough trust that she'll say yes that the effort and vulnerability of presenting her with that sign seem worth it for him. And the gesture means an awful lot to Clara:
She thought about the door plaque heād had engraved with both their names on it as his way of inviting her to be his business partner ā typical Fleet, refusing to tell her so much as his favourite breakfast food and then to go and do something like that. It was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for her. (High Vaultage, p187).Ā
Anniversaries
In the special episode āMurder in the Pharaoh's Tomb', Clara says āAnd you know what else is a big occasion Fleet? It's our one-month anniversary.ā She wants to celebrate the anniversary of Fleet-Entwhistle Investigations. Their partnership holds a significance for her that means key dates associated with it are worth remembering and remarking upon.Ā
When Clara first mentions their anniversary, Fleet nearly chokes on his drink, which seems like an instinctive reaction to the usually romantic connotations of an anniversary (see my point above about Fleet not being comfortable with their dynamic being perceived as romantic). But when Clara clarifies what she means, Fleet seems much more cheerful about the notion of their anniversary: āAh, so it has.ā
āMiss Clara Entwhistle, my partnerā
I get extremely strong QPR vibes from this moment, when Fleet introduces Clara to the sailors at Grave End:
FLEET: This is Miss Clara Entwhistle, my partner - in business, my business partner. CLARA: I'm also his friend, but he doesn't like to say it. (S3 E3)
Fleet and Clara are partners, but not in the way the average person might assume from that word, which Fleet realises mid-sentence here. This is another instance of Fleet reacting negatively to the idea that their relationship might be interpreted romantically (see above). And yet, 'partner' (rather than, say, ācolleagueā) is the word that comes naturally to him in this moment to describe who Clara is to him. He then frantically emphasises the professional element of their relationship so as to avoid the romantic implication, but Clara is keen to proudly assert that there is a personal, emotional aspect to their dynamic too. They are first-and-foremost partners, and they are friends, and they do not want to be seen in a romantic light - this post basically writes itself...Ā
āHer ridiculous detective.ā
When Clara fears for her life at the display of the Lanterns, the narration tells us:
āshe thought of her brother, her sister, her parents... Her ridiculous detective.ā (High Vaultage, p172)Ā
The fact that Clara thinks of Fleet in this moment of fear clearly indicates his importance to her, but I think the phrasing of this quote is particularly interesting. The narration lists Clara's immediate family: two of whom are dead (her sister and father), one of whom is publically mourning Clara's life choices (her mother), and only one of whom we have any real evidence of her having a positive relationship with (her brother). And then, separated from these complicated familial relationships by an ellipsis, the narration tells Clara also thinks of Fleet, āher ridiculous detectiveā.Ā
Parents and siblings are familial relationships that tend to come with established expectations, in which the use of a possessive pronoun (i.e. her brother) to indicate the relationship is a norm. āDetectiveā does not fall into this category; unlike ābrotherā, āsisterā, āparentā, āfriendā, āpartnerā etc., ādetectiveā is not a word that inherently implies a relationship or that we'd usually expect to see preceded by a possessive pronoun. The idea of āher detectiveā therefore stands out, giving the sense that there is a unique relationship being indicated here. The way in which Fleet is āhersā is something that Clara has chosen for herself, something that they have shaped together. Who they are to each other can't necessarily be fully expressed using standard phrases that traditionally describe relationships between people. But Fleet is Clara's detective, of which she only has one, and who she'll think of in the midst of āthe screaming of the heavens at the end of the worldā.
Fleet is also the only one in this list of Clara's loved ones who gets an adjective - her love for him has detail. And while āridiculousā might often be perceived as negative (it's certainly not a classic romantic endearment), it seems to me like there's such fondness in it in this context: the recognition of and affection for eccentricities, the idea that his importance to her is not (purely) based on his professional strengths but on Fleet as a whole - perhaps at times ridiculous - person.
āSettledā
When Clara and Fleet talk about Clara's motherās expectations for her, they have this exchange:
"She's still living in hope that one day I'll settle down."Ā "You're not settled?" asked Fleet. "I am." (High Vaultage, p259)Ā
By āsettle downā, Clara's mother of course means āmarryā, ideally into āat least a minor baronetcyā. But Clara already considers herself "settled", just not in a way her mother would understand or appreciate. She's not looking to "settle down" into a lifestyle other than her current one. She is settled in a situation where Fleet is certainly her closest personal connection in London (and perhaps anywhere), and where the two of them work closely together, operate as a duo, and then go back to their separate homes. And this partnership with Fleet is a comfortable set-up that feels right for Clara exactly as it is, rather than being a precursor to, or a distraction from, the marriage ambitions that her mother wants for her.
I think this exchange also contains an implicit sense of the commitment between the two of them. Fleet wants to check that Clara is āsettledā in her current situation, of which working closely - and platonically - with Fleet is obviously a major element; Clara confirms she is. There's a subtle indication of their shared intention to be in this for the long haul.
As a sidenote, Fleet and Claraās implicit assumption that their partnership is a long-term one can manifest itself in joking contexts as well as serious ones. Look at this exchange from S3E5:Ā
FLEET: We're not bandits, we're just going to flag it down. CLARA: We'd be terrific bandits! FLEET: Let's just see how our current line of work goes.
I think itās notable that, in this joking speculation, both Fleet and Clara use āweā and āourā. The joke could have been phrased just as effectively if they were imagining only Clara becoming a bandit. But the suggestion is that, if either of them was a bandit, theyād be bandits together. Even if they changed their lives entirely, they'd still approach life together.
InseparableĀ
Fleet and Clara have become a nearly inseparable duo in a way which is noticed by others. For example, after Clara and Fleet fall out in High Vaultage, Fleet meets with Keller, who says:Ā
"You're here with me instead of barrelling across town with her, so I'm just assuming there is some thickheaded puffinry for which you need to apologise to Miss Entwhistle" (p335)
Keller, hardly the most emotionally perceptive man in Even Greater London, automatically infers from the fact that Fleet is on his own that he has had a falling out with Clara, rather than that they just happen to be in different places. When all is well, Keller expects to see the two of them together, whether or not they are in a position to be actively working a case.
Going back earlier in their partnership, Keller makes a similar assumption about Fleet and Clara being inseparable in S2E6. When Clara shouts her name amidst Keller's anti-Vidoc booby traps, Keller asks "Entwhistle? Which meansā¦ Fleet?" Again, there's this idea that if one of them is there, the other is likely to be there too - they come as a pair. (It's worth noting that this scene takes place less than two weeks after they first met.)
āLike a friend might?ā
At the end of S3E7, Fleet suggests that he and Clara go to the theatre together. It would have been easy for this invitation to have been explicitly framed as a romantic proposition, or even for the nature of the offer to have been left more ambiguous. But Clara says "Archibald Fleet, are you inviting me to a social activity? Like a friend might?" The use of the word 'friend' directly labels this as a platonic interaction. And it's with that platonic lens on it that Clara is extremely excited to spend non-work-related social time with Fleet.
āMaybe it'll just be my good luck charm.ā
CLARA: My grandmother's ring, I don't suppose you managed to hold on to it? [...] FLEET: Oh, it's been crushed.. I'm sorry Clara [...] CLARA: No, you keep it. FLEET: What? No... CLARA: Keep it. Maybe it'll remind you not to run towards trains. FLEET: Maybe. Maybe it'll just be my good luck charm.
In S3E7, Clara gives Fleet a ring, which - as a gift from one person to another - is traditionally a symbol of a particular, legally recognised, kind of personal commitment. But when Clara tells Fleet to keep the damaged ring, down in the Underground tunnels after the destruction of the beast and Fleet's latest brush with death, it is quite a different situation to a wedding or a proposal. A married man would traditionally wear his wedding ring on his finger for all to see, but Fleet won't ever wear this ring like that. The ring itself has been bent into a different shape between the wheels of their misadventures, subverting the usual associations of a ring given from one person to another. (In a heteronormative world, those associations are particularly strong when the two people in question are a woman and a man.)Ā
That ring is not an engagement ring, but it is Claraās grandmother's ring, an inheritance from the blood family she never really felt she belonged in, now given to the man who might be a very different kind of family for her in London. That ring - with which Clara saved Fleet's life - is a symbol of their bond. And it therefore serves as a reminder for Fleet ānot to run towards trains" and as a āgood luck charmā. I like to think he'll carry that ring with him, perhaps in his jacket pocket - a little piece of his partner, kept close to his ticking heartā¦
Thank you for reading all of this!
If youāve read all of this, I'm assuming you also enjoy the concept of Fleet and Clara as a QPR (unless you're really a glutton for punishment) and that makes me very happy! This was long because there's so much to say about themā¦ And I wrote all of the above without even getting into: the potential to headcanon Fleet and/or Clara as aspec (which I don't think is necessary for QPR headcanons, but which is also fun); Clara's baggage around and discomfort with marriage in general; the speed with which Fleet and Clara become a ride-or-die duo; and the many other demonstrations of care, understanding, trust, respect, and affection between them that didn't feel as directly QPR-coded to me but are nonetheless wonderful. Please do feel free to share your own thoughts!
#victoriocity#clara entwhistle#inspector fleet#archibald fleet#high vaultage#I'm not really trying to persuade anyone who doesn't already vibe with Fleet & Clara QPR as a concept#I just enjoy digging into that interpretation#I don't have any lived experience of QPRs myself#I'm just an aro who occasionally yearns#which tbf is probably the demographic most likely to obsessively interpret fictional duos as QPRs#I tried to avoid straying into anything like āthey are too important to each other to be *just* friendsā#when writing this#because I deeply dislike that outlook#That's not what I'm getting at here#Friends can be that important to each other without being in a QPR#I just think Fleet and Clara are important to each other in a particular way that can easily be read as a QPR or QPR-adjacent#Ngl for me personally I was very happy that there was no explicitly romantic Fleet and Clara moments#in S3 or High Vaultage#Iām sure I would still love their dynamic if they did explicitly take it down that route#Iām sure it would be done well#But the fact that Fleet and Clara are platonic (or at least ambiguous) means a lot to me personally#A related thought to that bit on romantic assumptions is that under amatonormativity#even the denial of romance/attraction is so often treated as evidence for it#which can mean that there's no way to escape that implication#so that's another reason why I enjoy taking characters at their word#when they express discomfort over a dynamic being interpreted as romantic#I finished writing this on Wednesday and I've been so impatient about waiting until S3 is fully out to post it lol
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Guys they found long bacon omg
Proshippers/adjacent dni. 100000 shark attack š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦š¦ also Zooble self ship doubles dni
#self ship community#self ship#f/o x s/i#safeship#safeshipping#safeship community#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc zooble#tadc self ship#I was going to do another little thing but I Cannot focus on it right now#and I'm getting impatient so i'm just posting this one on its own lol#qlso this is my first time in a while drawing a background sorry if ot looks bad lol#also fun fact: the jacket Zooble os wearing is one I saw them wearing in a dream I had a few days ago :3
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Iām sorry maybe Iāve misinterpreted your posts, but to clarify: Griffith selling his body to Gennon you consider rape/SA, but Grifith forcing himself on Charlotte is just "having sex"?
I'm gonna take this in the best faith possible and assume at some point I referenced one or both of these without an accompanying explanation or link to one, so here:
charlotte
gennon
That said, two things:
a) if you've already read those or similar explanatory posts and still sent this then there's no real point in engaging because we're coming at this from two different incompatible angles and I can't have a productive discussion with someone who responds to the characters as if they're real people when I'm talking about narrative framing, thematic resonance, and authorial intent.
b) I hope you didn't mean to imply that you think an adult having sex with a prepubescent child can be consensual. I can respect the position that they're both rape, even if I think that ignores the aforementioned narrative framing themes and authorial intent, but if you think I got it backwards then yikes.
#if you mistakenly thought Griffith was at least an older teen when he met Gennon then you're factually incorrect but now you know#ask#anonymous#b#(tbh normally i'd probably ignore this bc the wording does not suggest it's being asked in good faith but i'm in a mood today lol)#eta actually maybe this was a little harsh. if your question is genuine and you just want to understand my position better#then sorry for the somewhat impatient phrasing anon. it's been a day and i've been getting some combative asks recently fsr
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#mom and dad are back!#911#911 abc#911 spoilers#athena grant#bathena#bobby nash#angela bassett#peter krause#mommy? sorry. mommy? sorry. mommy?#daddy? sorry. daddy? sorry. daddy?#<- very necessary tags#my gifs#forgive the quality of these. and the coloring#i'm too impatient & excited to do it any better lol
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#hunter x hunter#melody hxh#senritsu#hxh#not enough melody content on this blog lately#technically this isn't totally done but i'm impatient and want to post it lol#kind of want to make a laptop sticker for myself ;u;
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Frieren and Conan collab! for 2023 giveaway event in Shogakukan magazine
Both among my favorite series!! šāØš¤
#detective conan#frieren at the funeral#frieren beyond journey's end#sousou no frieren#edogawa conan#kudo shinichi#kanehito yamada#gosho aoyama#now I'm impatiently waiting for Frieren continuation#you see how these two love lives are kinda sad? lol
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i want to go on a big and elaborate date with papyrus SPECIFICALLY bc of the way u draw him bc heās so bbg cutie patootie
PapyrACE šš Happy Valentine's Day!
#DDoodles#UT#Papyrus#AroAce Papyrus Supremacy#Lol#I'm actually really delighted to see how much aroace positivity there is around the skelebros :D#I was a little on the worried side since y'know - Sans especially. I've been in the fandom for a while lol I'm Aware#But genuinely there's so much lovely energy towards the bros being aroace which I - unsurprisingly - am very inclined towards lol#Me constantly: And you're ace! And you're ace! And you're ace! Ace for everybody!#I'm tongue-in-cheek about my Projecting Constantly lol but I do try to base my headcanons on The Actual Text haha#I think Papyrus is kind of a no-brainer lol he literally turns you down if you go on a date with him that's pretty textual#And you have the option to completely avoid going on a date with him and he still clarifies platonic affection!#I like him very much haha <3#As for Sans I know some of it stems from my Handplates filter lol - their codependency points to an interesting interplay with romance#I'll start thinking about the Vargas Dating Sim again if I keep on that train of thought tho lol#But to me it feels more than just ''He's too busy'' or w/e - Feels Different#It's all speculation anyway haha - I'm glad you like how I draw Papyrus! :D He's the sweetest boy and I love him!!#Wanted to try something a bit Extra hehe āŖ I keep wanting to make animatics and the like!#Storyboards - animations if I can swing them lol - but I'm very impatient :P And perfectionistic >.>#So have something a bit more sloppy and silly :) It's good practice for me!#All told it wasn't too bad! :D I had fun making it and I'm fairly pleased āŖ#Hope you enjoy hehe <3 Happy Valen's! :D
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Why I am a die-hard believer that Whit is the mastermind
You know I was going to make an entire structured theory thread about it but Tumblr decided to be a little bitch and remove all my writing so I'll just kinda throw a messy list of evidence here.
Notice how Veronika's summary of Forever Dead is suspiciously similar to the secret dialogue
Notice how the main character's gender is pointed out
It's also interesting how the mysterious dialogue in the beginning who seems to be related to the hidden text (the idea of not being able to remember anymore link those two) seem to often mention the fact that they're grieving the loss of someone.
That someone most likely being Mai who seems to have suffered a tragic fate due to Teruko, which can explain the mastermind's hatred of her.
Guess who's character is linked with grief ?
(I know this is most likely about his mother but there is nothing contradicting the fact that he could be idolizing multiple dead people)
Wow it's interesting how these secret texts about Mai seem to be really idolizing her.
We can also add how the person who wrote the note to Xavier is very clearly the mastermind and how Whit's tool is a Stationery (it's spelled Stationary but i believe its a typo) which is commonly known as writing and other office materials.
Which includes paper, pens, ink, highlighters and other tools for writing
It's even made worse by the fact that the note seems to be written by a specific type of blue pen that we haven't seen anywhere in the series.
And even worse is that Charles, who knows Whit's handwriting, couldn't point out the writing is his as he couldn't access the scene of the crime due to his trauma therefore he couldn't see the note's handwriting.
It's really really interesting how the hidden text points out how they can predict everyone's behavior in a killing game and Whit's intuition is highlighted three times in this game.
Another suspicious thing is how the mastermind of the game talks about how they basically can predict anything that can happen. It's almost like how Whit jokingly predicted Arei's death.
Along with how Whit is the only one who has directly talked to the audience (him showing the papers) or how he's nudged the killing game into more interesting directions/avoided it from going off the rails.
Other exemples would be him defending Teruko/Charles in the first trial, him not revealing David's secret until the last minute (as well as the note that suspiciously pointed to Eden), him not trying to help with the fight in episode 4, him insisting that Charles and Teruko talk about their family life (aka nudging them to talk about their backstory which would entertain the audience) and other stuff i don't feel like adding.
It's also important add that Mono-TV and Whit also have similar personalities. They both don't take anything seriously and make constant jokes about the killing games, Mono-TV and Whit also act constantly incompetent and like they're a lot dumber than they actually are.
Another thing is that it's interesting how Whit opens up about his secret so easily, even though almost everyone's secrets are something they're at least flustered about and at worst completely ashamed by. If he was the mastermind, it would make sense that his secret wouldn't be anything that could ruin his character and that he could just admit easily.
Also another point, the mastermind character talks about a time when they cared so much about people and how it hurt them so much when they died. Which you can see that caring nature shine through a lot with Whit as it's possible that Whit's personnality is not actually a lie but more so a reflection of how he used to be before he went through all this alledged horrible stuff.
We can also note how the mastermind has to be one of the students and how there is an extreme likelyhood that Mono-TV saying it isn't bait because it's not actually told to the students but to us. Why would Mono-TV tell it to us and not to the students if it was a lie meant to make the game more interesting, wouldn't it be more entertaining to reveal to the students of a fake mastermind among them to get them to kill one another more easily. It's why I have no doubt someone in this class has to be the mastermind behind it.
Mono-TV also seems to not have any contact with the person controlling him which would make sense if it was someone in the killing game as they would have a hard time communicating without being caught.
(It's a stretch but it would make more sense if Mono-TV didn't know if the mastermind was one of them as if the mastermind was behind the scenes there would be no reason why it wouldn't interact with Mono-TV, although take this with a grain of salt as he could be lying)
And just really there aren't a lot of other options for the mastermind that would be compelling unless they introduce a mysterious new character.
It could be the mysterious red haired girl but everything hints towards her being dead or hurt and it being the cause for the killing game rather than her being the one behind it. There is some decent evidence that it could be her but I genuinely don't think so considering it again feels a little too obvious and doesn't work with how the story/secrets present her.
(It's just not very compelling to make your ONE mystery character the mastermind and again it would be weird considering Mono-TV telling the audience the mastermind is in cast doesn't make sense logically as he would have no reason to try and trick the audience)
Not a lot of characters in this cast can be really put into the mastermind category as they are either too obvious (teruko, veronika) or too farfetched (eden, hu etc...).
I honestly am a die hard believer that Whit is the mastermind however what's interesting to me is not If Whit is the mastermind but more so the Why ?
Which honestly might be a question for another time...
But yeah this is why I 95 pourcent believe Whit is the mastermind
If anyone has anything more to add I would be really interesting in seeing what other people have in terms of evidence.
#whit young#whit#danganronpa despair time#drdt#drdt theory#drdt whit#This is so messy I apologize but I was getting impatient as I had like started writing an actually well structured essay and tumblr said#ālol noā#I'm so fucking insane for this theory you people have no idea#it lives in the unhinged part of my brain
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